The pain you cause me is beautiful. You, the voice in my head does not leave me. That brings comfort.. I need you, I want you, I wont leave you. I’m sorry if sometimes I fail. I’m sorry if at times i give in, I know its wrong, it never feels right. You feel right, you make me feel right. You give me something most people do not have, self control. I need you, I promise to obey your lifestyle, I promise to take on your every command. I want to disappear within myself. THEN people will notice. Then i can be beautiful. Beautiful with you always by my side.
